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Monday, January 07, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEARS!

I hope you are all doing great.


Saturday, October 06, 2007

Update #2

I'm sorry it's been so long since I last updated on Autumn's well being since she has arrived back home. She is still doing great. Actually, everyday she seems to be an even stronger individual. I am so proud of her and her strength in working on overcoming this battle. She still hasn't came back in the Xanga community. She may or may not. idk. her choice really. Oh yea, she got her license last week as well. Watch out California! New driver on the road! lol. jk jk she's a great driver, but still has a lot to learn you know, as all driver do at first. They say, you don't learn how to drive until AFTER you get your license. it's true. she has yet to learn how to become a more defensive driver. it just takes time and experience. Well I hope you are all doing great. Until next time,

Maddie


Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Autumn came home last Tuesday. She is doing pretty much great and is happy to be home herself also. She isn't an in patient anymore, but is still in the process of recovery, may I not fail to mention. I will be sure to keep you guys updated.

Madison


Saturday, March 24, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gsVIAgxPYk\

It all comes down to the truth. Great video.

Autumn's been great.she will be coming home next week! Just thought I'd update that. She might or might not have another Xanga. She might get off Xanga altogether. I feel like Xanga is also quite triggering to both girls and guys alike, specifically girls though, wtih all the thinspiration pictures of "real girls" now and models alike. It's quite intimidating, actually.even for me.but I dare not to be influenced by the fake glamour they potray and the thinspiration.It's bull crap, that's all it is.Makes your mind sick.

Anyway, take care everyone! I just wanted to tell you all Autumn is doing much much MUCH better, tremendously better. I am finally seeing some light in her eyes.

Later,

Madison


Thursday, December 28, 2006

Happy Holidays to all!

I hope you are all doing okay. Please take care!

*PSPSPS:

This xanga might be deleted soon. Another one will be made for Autumn.



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